Saturday 16 April 2011

Really?

Hello everybody! (hide face while people boo while throwing rotten tomatoes)

Okay, I know you all have a good reason to kick my butt for not updating my blog for a while. i know, I suck, but it can't be helped now can it? Ah well, might as well tell you all the good news.

Last month (last month), I got results on my exams. It seems that I got no. 1....shocked right. I know, I can imagine you all with shocked expressions, mouth wide open and eyes the size of golf balls. Amazing isn't it? I managed to get no. 1 in class and I'm not even that smart. Wanna know my results? I'll type it for ya. I won't write the scores though.

BM : A
BI : B :(
SAINS : A
KEMAHIRAN HIDUP : B
MATHEMATIC : A
AGAMA : B :(
SEJARAH : A
GEOGRAFI : A

Depressing isn't it? And I'm also shocked. How can I get my BM A while my BI B? Fate is so unfair, I hate it sometimes. What about you all?

Saturday 19 March 2011

End Of Holiday Week

Hello everybody! (dodges rotten tomatoes)

Okay.... I know you all had the rights to kick my sorry butt because of the fact that I never updated my blog through the whole week. Blame my little sis for always stealing the broadband...... anyhow! Since, I never updated my blog for the whole week, I'll make it up to all of you with this one blog.

First starting about my holiday week. Truth be told, it was actually boring. Me, just staying in my room, playing all the games in my computer and all. Heck, it was so boring I often wished that the (God damned) scool start to open. But when school opens, I suddenly wished school to be over. -sigh- Why can't I just understand my self these days?

Second is about a deal with my mom. My mom asked me yesterday what would rather do: go to Hong Kong or go to Kuala Lumpur. I choose.... -drumroll- .....Kuala Lumpur (unexpected eh?)

These are the reasons why I don't want to got to Hong Kong (which sounded but who the hell cares?)

1. I don't want to get diseases. I'm too young to die :p
2. They don't have that many English books there. I'll get myself bored to death.
3. Even though there are many tourists sites, I still hate them 'cause they're crowded.
4. Hong Kong women, Japanese women and Korean women are all so petite, cute, beautiful it hurts to watch

Well. I guess those are the reasons. Selfish right?

.....I don't thimk I can write anymore. My ideas seem blank after I finish updated my story. Believe it or not, I'm an author in fanfiction. I specialize in literature and anime. Unbelievable no? Any how, I think I need to sleep...

Saturday 12 March 2011

Holiday Week!!!

Finally, holiday has arrived!!!! (add fireworks in the air XD)

It has been such a hectic week for me. Exams, studies, revisions, no televisions or computer OR Internet, more studying and revision...God. I thought it would never stop! Especially when it comes to my exams...

The first exams were quite easy, I was surprised. I never thought it would be THAT easy during the exam and my friends (or so you could say) kept asking me whether it was hard for me. It was for them, so I was surprised. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a genius or anything like that but even so....

But I think the hardest paper during the exam was AI. God, it was so hard and there are a few questions that I 'pigi tabla' and all. I'm not kidding, it was hard. God, I wish I had studied that subject more during primary school.

My friends in St Patrick and in M.R.S.M. are probably enjoying themselves. They had much more fun lives to lead rather than mine, I envy them. Especially those who are in M.R.S.M. I wonder what it's like to be there... Probably more fun that my school life that's for sure.

I had been a bit down lately when I found out that one of my bestfriends went to M.R.S.M. This means I had lesser chance to see her when I go to town. And I haven't seen her when she's still here. Some friend I am.

But, I am lucky that I still have some of my primary school friends here. They're presence are so comforting, unlike in SMK Tawau...

Even so, I had a hard time here in my middle school. Wish me luck, please :)

Saturday 5 March 2011

Unfairness..... and me being selfish.

6 March 2011

..... Okay, I know I have not updated my blog yesterday as I was supposed to, but my mom was restricting me from using the Internet yesterday because of the fact that I had to study for some stupid exam. God, damn it, it was such a boring day for me yesterday. And to add my depression, my little brother had his birthday yesterday.

Did you know that whenever little brothers or sisters had they're birthday celebrated, they're older siblings felt lonely? Yeah, well most of them are. There are some older siblings that felt happy to see the little ones happy. Don't get me wrong, I do like seeing my little brother happy. It's just that... I felt a certain feeling inside whenever glanced at the birthday cake. Want to know it is? Unfairness.

Because last year, we didn't celebrate my birthday. And to add matters worse, my mom remembered my birthday only after a few hours she went to work. And she didn't give me any presents. I know, I'm being selfish, but I can't help it. Who wouldn't? Well, at least my friends remembered my birthday, but my family didn't. Now that's bad. Really bad.

I'm even more depressed because I noticed that my siblings cared more about themselves rather than their big sister. That's a bit mean of them. Oh well, life's a bitch. Got to get used to it.

Tuesday 1 March 2011

Welcoming myself to blogspot.com :)

1 March 2011

My God, this is the first time I have ever had a blog before. I never thought that having a blog make you felt so good! You can express everything here! Oh yes, for those who want to be my follower, I'm warning you that I sometimes used vulgar language and only updated my blog on holidays and on Saturday and Sunday. Well, today's different 'cause I'm doing my oral project and I can open the Internet.

Come to think of it, this is the first time I've thrown my thoughts on a blog. Goodness, I hope my mom doesn't see this!

And another thing, before you all continue with my blog, I have a few rules that I want you all to keep. I know, I'm being selfish. But, that is the kind of life I'm leading. True, it's boring, but there can be a few dramas going on with my life. Before I start to stray from the real reason for making a blog, here are the rules. Hope you'll like it!

Rule 1: If you're commenting on one of my posts, let out everything you feel about it. It'll make you feel good and probably make me feel good :p
Rule 2: You are allowed to insult people on my blog. It's alright. After all, it's a good way to let out stress :)
Rule 3: If there are anything wrong with my blog, please let me know immediately and I'll fix it.

That's all the rules! Now wasn't that easy? :)

There are lots of things that I want to type but I'll keep it on hold for now. Damn it, if writing essays and synopsis would be as good as typing a blog, I would get straight for my BI and BM tests!